There are only a few months left of my high school career and already the stress is hanging above me, waiting for the perfect moment to come plummeting down on my life, yet I can not keep from imagining my last days of senior year as an high school student.
In these remaining days will surround me with unintelligible emotions. Anxiously I will wait for a response from those universities I applied to. I will attend church every weekend and wish and pray with all my soul that I be accepted to any school. Considering this, I will lay in my bed, restless every night, with doubt teasing my mind. My anxiety for a response from colleges will only be one-tenth of my dilemmas. I will then have to worry over my financial problems. I suppose I will need to find a job and save money for college and my senior year school activities, such as my class ring, prom, and other high school expenses. Then, for a few days I will probably receive a satisfying break. I will attend prom and forget, for at least for those few hours, of my aching life. Not long after prom, I will begin to cram for my upcoming AP exams. All this work will be compiled in destroying me.
School work and finals will enjoy afflicting me even further. My heart will flutter as graduation day approaches, overwhelming me with anguish. I will begin to mourn for those high school friendships that I will lose after graduation. Regret will fill my days. Lament for those I hurt and never apologized, for never giving my peers a chance to know them, for not showing a friendly smile to a familiar stranger and not appreciating every day of my high school career.
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